Had my ex boyfriend Dave in my dream last night. I dream about him quite a bit. We started dating in college, and then a few years out of college. I wonder what he represents to me - he had wanted us to get married, but I didn't want to. He is now married to a woman who definitely wants to be with him, and I think they are much more compatible than he and I ever were; they are happy and content as far as I know. But he's often in my dreams, and generally not in a romantic way, more as another member in my dream ensemble cast.
In the dream last night, I was at a cabin up north in Wisconsin. His parents had a cabin up there and have since retired up there. It wasn't their cabin, but it wasn't a cabin I owned either. Kind of felt like I was a squatter in this cabin. I was hoping I could catch some of the dream if I wrote it down right away ... all I remember is feeling he was there, and that I was being scolded or reprimanded by him and his Dad about my spending habits and lack of control. I can't remember exactly what it was. I remember feeling silly and stupid ... and caught.
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